Right now, I am exhausted. I haven't had a decent night of sleep in four days. I'm starting to feel very tired, was so tired this morning after tossing and turning all night that I took the day off of work. My brain is starting to go into melt-down mode.
I tried to take a nap this morning and couldn't because my stomach was all tied up in knots. Why can't I just relax, why can't I unwind and let it go?
Could this be the worst PMS ever? Could it be the stress of waiting to see if I'm going to be laid off from my job? Have I just taken on too much responsibility and stress since my husband went back to college, and now I'm experiencing the consequences? Perhaps all three at once, a triple-whammy of hormones, stress, and perfectionism?
Whatever it is, I'm ready for it to be done, so I can sleep tight and be a nice person and wake up each morning happy and functional.
